♥ Kiky Ang

傷痕

2012-01-15T00:46:00.002+08:00

夜已深　還有什麼人　讓你這樣醒著數傷痕
為何臨睡前會想要留一盞燈　你若不肯說　我就不問

只是你現在不得不承認　愛情有時候是一種沉淪
讓人失望的雖然是戀情本身　但是不要只是因為你是女人

若愛得深會不能平衡　為情困　磨折了靈魂
該愛就愛　該恨的就恨　要為自己保留幾分

女人獨有的天真和溫柔的天分　要留給真愛妳的人
不管未來多苦多難　有他陪妳完成

雖然愛是種責任　給要給得完整　有時愛　美在無法永恆
愛有多銷魂　就有多傷人　你若勇敢愛了　就要勇敢分

Falling Slowly

2012-01-15T00:16:00.000+08:00

i don't know you but i want you

all the more for that

words fall through me and always fool me

and i cant react

games that never amount to more than they're meant

will play themselves out

take this sinking boat and point it home

we've still got time , raise your hopeful voice

you had the choice , you've made it now

falling slowly , eyes that know me

and i cant go back

moods that take me and erase me

and ill paint it black

you have suffered enough and warred with your self

its time that you won

i don't know you but i want you

all the more for that......

Living A Life Beyond Belief

2011-11-03T17:29:00.002+08:00

One of the greatest myths ever spread throughout the world concerns the influence of beliefs in our lives. The myth is that beliefs affect our destiny and determine what happens to us, and that our beliefs and thoughts create our life direction. People even suggest that our beliefs actually create our reality, so if we want to change our lives we have to change our beliefs. This usually means substituting negative, pessimistic beliefs for positive, optimistic ones. In fact, beliefs are merely a replacement for knowing. When we forgot who we really are and submitted ourselves to the directions of the intellect, beliefs were born. As such they are limited in their nature and limiting in their effects on us. Even the most empowering belief is still a weak replacement for knowing who we are and what our purpose is. For many years in my work as a counsellor and group leader, I would encourage people to confront their beliefs about themselves and the world and to face the experience that created those beliefs. I suggested that most or all of our beliefs come from our childhood, and that our negative beliefs emerged from painful experiences that we did not resolve at the time. I made a few mistakes when I delivered this model and I would like to correct one of them now.

The mistake was to suggest that we only needed to transform our negative beliefs, and, if we could not discover the Truth by doing so, at least we could experience more happiness with positive beliefs. The fact is that all beliefs – negative or positive - blind us to who we really are. So although positive beliefs are more comfortable, they do not bring us closer to the actual experience of who we are and what our purpose is. Believing in God does not give anyone a direct experience of God’s existence. In fact there are many stories of people who were atheists, who had incredible, transcendent experiences of an awesome power that they did not believe existed. There are also instances of people who fervently believed in God and had ecstatic experiences that later turned out to be psychotic episodes or hallucinations. I am stating these examples to make a point, and not to suggest that there is or is not a God. The point is that beliefs and thoughts are not in any way connected to Truth.

The fact is we don’t need beliefs in our lives. What we really want is a sense of certainty; a certainty that can only come from knowing the Truth. We want to know unequivocally who we are and what our true potential is. So how do we do that? Interestingly enough, the process of actually remembering begins differently for each individual. For me it started when I was driving in my car one afternoon and I began to feel a deep tiredness. I was alone in the car, but I spoke out loud, saying, “I’m just so tired of being afraid.” For another man I know, it began when he faced financial ruin for the fifth or sixth time in his life and he said angrily, “I am not going through this again!” Naturally many people have spoken those same words and nothing in their lives changed, so the magic ingredient is not in the words; it seems more likely that it is a conscious connection with a heartfelt desire.

For those who have experienced it – and some of you are reading this article right now - the beginning of the awakening process was initiated in individually unique ways, but no matter what form it took in the outside world, in all of us a spark was lit that changed our lives in less than a moment. For me it ended a forty year search for “Truth” that began when I was fourteen years old. I am no longer a seeker of Truth; I am a finder. I find it in my pain and in my limitations. I find it when I recognise the illusionary nature of the world and everything I thought was real. I experience the Truth whenever I drill through a thick cloud of doubt, fear, pain, guilt and shame, and feel my light shining brighter than any sun. And I experience it in appreciation. I can appreciate who I really am; and I can also appreciate how I completely fooled myself in the forgetting stage and convinced myself that I was utterly small and powerless. Then I can appreciate how I woke myself up in the dream, and began to learn how to fly on the wings of joy.

道

2011-10-31T11:39:00.001+08:00

道可道，非常道。名可名，非常名。无，名天地之始也。有，名万物之母。故常无，欲以观其妙。常有，欲以观其徼。此两者同出而异名，同谓之玄，玄之又玄，众妙之门。天下皆知美之为美，斯恶已。皆知善之为善，斯不善矣。故有无相生。难易相成。长短相形。高下相倾。音声相和。前后相随也。是以圣人处无为之事，行不言之教；万物作而不辞，生而不有，为而不恃，功成而弗居，夫唯弗居，是以不去。不尚贤，使民不争。不贵难得之货，使民不为盗。不见可欲，使民心不乱。是以圣人之治，虚其心，实其腹，弱其志，强其骨；常使民无知无欲；使夫智者不敢为也，为无为，则无不治。道冲而用之或不盈，渊兮似万物之宗。挫其锐，解其纷，和其光，同其尘。湛兮似或存。吾不知谁之子，象帝之先。天地不仁，以万物为刍狗，圣人不仁，以百姓为刍狗。天地之间，其犹橐龠乎，虚而不屈，动而愈出。多言数穷，不如守中。谷神不死，是谓玄牝。玄牝之门，是谓天地根。绵绵若存，用之不勤。天长地久，天地所以能长且久者，以其不自生，故能长生。是以圣人后其身而身先，外其身而身存。非以其无私，故能成其私。上善若水。水善利万物而不争，处众人之所恶，故几于道。居善地，心善渊，与善仁，言善信，正善治，事善能，动善时。夫唯不争，故无尤。

「道可道，非常道。名可名，非常名。」the most I like
If u can understand well what's the meaning then you'll know how meaningful it is.

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missing you

2011-10-06T21:47:00.000+08:00

How very much I miss you

I miss you with every breath that I take in

I miss you so much more with every passing second

We both are in two separate places

So far away and occupied with our daily chores

It seems that time is running into eternity

And it really makes me feel blue..

How restless I get at times

When I really miss you

It seems as if my heart lost a beat

I really do miss you so very much.. No matter how hard I try..

I stay awake all through the night just to find you online in odd hours..

I wish I could really tell.. how much you are missed when you are not here..

missing you ...

Hey you !

2011-08-18T15:47:00.001+08:00

Yes, you stop bring unhappy with yourself. You are perfect stop wishing you looked like someone else or wishing people liked you as much as they like someone else. Stop trying to get attention from those who hurt you. Stop hating your body, your face, your personality, your quirks. Love them, without those things you wouldn't be you and why would you want to be anyone else? Be confident with who you are. Smile, it'll draw people in if anyone hates on you because you are happy with yourself then you stuck your middle finger in the air and say screw it. My happiness will not depend on others anymore, I'm happy because I love who I am. I love my flaws, I love my imperfection. They make me me, and 'me' is pretty amazing.

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What will you do if you knew you couldn't fail

2011-08-17T01:00:00.001+08:00

What will you do if you knew you couldn't fail ?

The answer for me - ALL IN :)

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Powerful processes

2011-07-21T22:48:00.001+08:00

A lot of people feel stuck or imprisoned or confined by their current circumstances. Whatever your circumstances right now , that is only your current reality , and current reallity will begin ti change as a result of beginning to use The Secret.

Your current reallity or your current life is a result of the thoughts you have been thinking . All of that will totally change as you begin yo change your thoughts and your feelings.

"that a man can change himself .... And master his own destiny is the conclusion of every mind who is wide-awake to the power of right thought ."

Grabs from a book name "Secret"

恕我還在

2011-07-19T17:04:00.001+08:00

我刻意若無其事，迎面給他們滿面春風，告訴人們世界是美好的，風景是亮麗的，前程是光明的，世界是我們的.可是這些太久遠，太多餘了.我恨不得飛在天上，不要在跟誰有任何關係，不要讓別人聯絡上，直到我忘記了你，可是我還只在目的的冰山一角.